So much of nothing is going on in my world right now. I chuckle because that is all I can do, laugh as i try and understand that there is nothing to understand. The truth of my current situation is that Im waiting on answers.
The Nightmare: The magical life I used to have was slowly slipping away, I was constantly playing tug a war with an army of men and anyone that knows me can say that Im not a strong person in all aspects at all.....That is on my top of a long list of personal traits I hate. This whole time I hated pulling on the end of the rope, my body aching and never able to get an inch closer to the happiness, love and safety on the other end. I was always fighting with myself and about to give up, constantly thinking of how I have taken for granted the little things that made me feel alive and lucky. Now I im on my back, in the mud and down for the count on this round.
This may not have been a dream but a reflection with a window into the future of destruction.
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